I have to lose weight. That is final. I’m scared to take before and after pictures because what if the after picture isn’t a big enough change for my happiness? Haha idk. I think I should take em.
Isn’t it weird to look back and be like…we could have been BEST friends. If that person was just an ounce less psychotic. I feel bad for them. If they would have made sucking up to me a priority instead of insanity as the one and only priority, they would have had everything. So would the kids. Spoiled rotten by me instead of barely smiling ever. Even one more kind word on their part, we would have been such good friends years ago. It’s just weird how things can go two completely separate ways with the same people.








